Get on board

The train departs soon

Climb on the roof 

Hang from the windows 

Just cling to the train of salvation
In two minutes and fifty

I will stand proclaiming

That Jesus Christ is Lord

But now in this moment

I feel like a bowl of jelly

Without the bowl. 
The preparation is done

The work is complete

And yet and still O Lord

Why me. I am incompetent 

I am incomplete
I have a van full of pumpkins

If I crash today I will

Be covered in pumpkin goo

And maybe even before 

I start that is how I feel
When I was young 

I heard a song

Never trust a man

With egg on his face

And in this moment
I feel egged faced

Tongue twisted

Hilda died and didn’t even know

So wrapped up in the me that will

Become me
I Father God I need you

More than the last minute or ever

I need your protective arms around me

I need to feel your breath

Your breath. Your breath. 

Fall on me today